Last chance

You only have 3 days left to vote for whether or not you think Scott and I are having a girl or a boy. We have an ultrasound scheduled for this Thursday afternoon, and we definitely want to find out what we are having. Right now the boy vote is edging out the girl vote 18-16. However, a certain person (whose name starts with "S" and ends with "cott") voted for a boy on every computer in his office, so the vote is really more like 16-14 (favoring us having a girl).

Scott wants a boy because he thinks the oldest should be a boy. I have always thought that I wanted a boy first because I always wanted an older brother (or any brother for that matter). But now I really don't care what we have. When we first started our infertility testing and treatments about 2 years ago, I always imagined that we would have a girl first. But I figured I was probably just thinking this because I didn't want to be disappointed if I didn't have a boy first. Then I got pregnant, and I didn't really have an opinion on the matter. I was just so excited to have any baby. Then I saw our baby throwing punches at our 10-week ultrasound, and I assumed it must be a boy. Since then, I have had 2 dreams in which we were having a girl. So now I think we are having a girl. And this time it's because I really want a girl. But I also really want a boy. In other words, I truly don't care. I just want a healthy baby--preferably cute and chubby. :)

And in case you were wondering, our last ob/gyn appointment almost 2 weeks ago went really well. My childhood bishop is just as fabulous as I remember him. What a relief!